i just haven't MET you yet..!!!!

I'm Not Surprised
Not Everything Lasts
I've Broken My Heart So Many Times,
I Stop Keeping Track.
Talk Myself In
I Talk Myself Out
I Get All Worked Up
And Then I Let Myself Down.

I Tried So Very Hard Not To Loose It
I Came Up With A Million Excuses
I Thought I Thought Of Every Possibility

And I Know Someday That It'll All Turn Out
You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Kid That I'll Get So Much More Than I Get
I Just Haven't Met You Yet

Mmmmm ....

I Might Have To Wait
I'll Never Give Up
I Guess It's Half Timing
And The Other Half's Luck
Wherever You Are
Whenever It's Right
You Come Out Of Nowhere And Into My Life

And I Know That We Can Be So Amazing
And Baby Your Love Is Gonna Change Me
And Now I Can See Every Possibility

Mmmmm ......

And Somehow I Know That It Will All Turn Out
And You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Kid I'll Get So Much More Than I Get
I Just Haven't Met You Yet

They Say All's Fair
And In Love And War
But I Won't Need To Fight It
We'll Get It Right
And We'll Be United

And I Know That We Can Be So Amazing
And Being In Your Life Is Gonna Change Me
And Now I Can See Every Single Possibility

Mmmm .....

And Someday I Know It'll All Turn Out
And I'll Work To Work It Out
Promise You Kid I'll Give More Than I Get
Than I Get Than I Get Than I Get

Oh You Know It'll All Turn Out
And You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Kid To Give So Much More Than I Get
Yeah I Just Haven't Met You Yet

I Just Haven't Met You Yet
Oh Promise You Kid
To Give So Much More Than I Get

I Said Love Love Love Love Love Love Love .....
I Just Haven't Met You Yet
Love Love Love .....
I Just Haven't Met You Yet

Whatever Happen I Will Wait..

Assalamualaikum....hmm..hidup xselalu nya indah seperti yang kita harapkan..tapi kita akan sentiasa mengharapkan segalanya indah..apa yang berlaku atas diri ini aku luahkan dlm blog ako..hari ini hari yang penuh gembira bagi family ako sbb buat majlis berbuka puasa bersama jiran tetangga..mudahan2 Allah murahkan rezeki mak abah ako..lepas selesai semua majlis..ako pon belek lah hp tersayang..tba2 ada msg dari si dia..dia mintak ako jangan ganggu dia sbb dia xsanggup nk layan ako dgn trok..dia kata kalo btol2 SAYANG kt dia..biarkan dia bahagia dgn hidup dia.. so ako pon reply " I hormat keputusan U,thanz k "...lepas tu ako pon tersenyum sorang2..rasa mcm bodoh pon ada..tp inilah hakikat nya..ako pon termenung sendirian..ramai org kata yg satu hari nanti dia akan cari ako balik..betol ke?? ako tertanya2...si dia pernah x paham maksud " I xleh HIDUP tanpa U "...ako tertanya2 pernah ker dia paham..kalo si dia paham xkan dia sanggup kata cm tu kt ako..hmm..mayb dia tgah bahagia dgn pilihan hati dia..so selama 6 tahun bersama dgn ako mayb xdk makna kot..dia mayb xpenah fikir pa yg ako rasa..biasa lah..org bila dh rasa sempurna dia akn mencari kesempurnaan lagi..manusia xpernah cukup..ako pula di hantui dgn sumpah dan janji bersama si dia dulu..ako terima segalanya dgn hati tabah..ako tetap tggu si dia sampai ako nyawa ako terhenti..sampai bila harus hati ini di kelilingi dgn rasa ini..ako pon xtau..tp hidup ako harus diteruskan walaupun di ibarat kan seperti mayat hidup or ZOMBIE..haha...so akhir kata dari ako...inilah perit yang paling seksa pernah ako rasa..mudah-mudahan rasa ini akan hilang dgn cepat..

Cukuplah Setakat Ini..

And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

saat aku tulis kata2 di atas adalah saat yg paling sedih dlm hidup ako..ako xtau napa ako di uji oleh Allah dgn dugaan yang paling getir dlm hidup ako..ako xsangka selama ney ako di anggap sebagai gangguan oleh si dia..sedang kan selama neh dia yg mencari ako..cuma dua tiga hari ini ako rindu sgt kt dia..sbb tu ako cari dia..tapi respon yg dia bagi kt ako...mmg buat kan ako btol2 kecewa..ako juz luah kan pa yg tersirat dlm hati ako..tapi dia langsung xpenah nk paham pa yg ako rasa..mmg dia tgah bahagia..dan ako pula tanggung derita..ako juz nk luah kan pa yg ako rasa..tapi xsangka yg dia nk guris hati ako dgn kata2 yg begitu buat kan ako terasa..cukup lah takat mlm neh air mata ako jatuh sbb dia..ako arap pa yg ako rasa ini xkan berulang..

Without Word

I should've known about it
I shouldn't have tricked myself
I should not have fell into
such a deep hole made up of lies
And yet, here I stand without you right here

I wish I had ran away
I wish I had ignored it
I wish I had never saw
I wish that I had never known
So that I would not hurt like this today

Without a word, you showed me what love was like
Without a word, I gladly fell for your act
I did not step back to
consider what you want
And now I'm left without a word

Without a word, you left this love feeling lost
Without a word, you have changed its meaning, oh
I used to wish on stars
for you and me
But then you left me dangling, so
Now I'm lost without words

All my emotions are gone
All of them gone `cept for one
All I feel now is the pain
Of seeing you discard my love
Without another second to rethink it

Without a word, you showed me what love was like
Without a word, I gladly fell for your act
I did not step back to
consider what you want
And now I'm left without a word

Without a word, you left this love feeling lost
Without a word, you have changed its meaning, oh
I used to wish on stars
for you and me
But then you left me dangling, so..

Without a word, my tears keep on falling down
Without a word, my heart keeps on getting torn

Without a word, my heart still belongs to you
Without a word, I will keep waiting for you
Even if I wait years
I will make you love me
And then I'll never let you go

Even if you turn and walk away from me
I won't let you go because you don't know that
I truly do love you
I will endure it all
Just to see the day you say it back
I'll wait without a word

Without a word, love appears
Without a word, it's now gone
What should I be doing now?
Maybe I should just be in pain
Because this love will never come to me

Mudah Saja

Tuhan
Aku berjalan menyusuri malam
Setelah patah hatiku
Aku bedoa semoga saja
Ini terbaik untuknya

Dia bilang
Kau harus bisa seperti aku
Yang sudah biarlah sudah

Mudah saja bagimu
Mudah saja untukmu
Andai saja.. Cintamu seperti cintaku

Selang waktu berjalan kau kembali datang
Tanyakan keadaanku

Ku bilang
Kau tak berhak tanyakan hidupku
Membuatku semakin terluka

Mudah saja bagimu
Mudah saja untukmu
Coba saja lukamu seperti lukaku

Kau tak berhak tanyakan keadaanku
Kau tak berhak tanyakan keadaanku
Mudah saja bagimu
Mudah saja untukmu
Andai saja cintamu seperti cintaku

dam dim dum hati berdentum...

hari ini bersamaan dgn 1 Ramadhan..cepat sgguh masa berlalu..bermacam macam dugaan saya tempuh..sakit nya lebih dari sakit fizikal..hee..Allah swt maha adil lagi bijaksana dlm mengatur hal manusia..kita sebagai hamba perlu akur dgn ketentuanNya..tapi banyak persoalan yg tidak terjawab dan terjawab dengan sendiri nya..ini kerana batas pemikiran manusia tidak tinggi dan kita sebagai hamba perlu berdoa kepada Allah untk memohon apa saja permintaan yg diinginkan..dlm situasi seperti,saya hnya berdoa untuk Allah swt memberi hidayah kepada insan yg memerlukan..kita tidak sedar bahawa Allah swt selalu menolong kita..ini kerana disebabkan kita terlalu lalai hingakan kita lupa siapa kita..sempena dengan keberkatan di bulan yang mulia ini..mari lah kita sama2 muhasabah kn diri kita..dan menilai semula apa yang telah kita lakukan..sama ada betol atau salah..waras atau tidak..

ikan nyok buat gulai,

gulai dimasak di petang hari,

marilah kita sama2 merenung kembali,

agar kita tidak leka dengan duniawi..

akhir kata dari bebelan saya..kadang2 kita tidak sedar org yang mampu membahagiakan hidup sebenar nya ada di sebelah kita..andai kata rupa,harta dan pilihan menjadi kayu ukur dlm sesuatu hal..agak susah lah kebahagiaan hakiki akan dekat dengan kita..salam

ihya Ramadhan..Lupa Kan Kisah Lalu

mencari kasih sampai ke mati

mencari hati yg tulus murni

derita kasih mungkin xdpt dilupakan

derita cinta amat menyusahkan

kawan oh kawan

jangan sampai jadi lawan

berkawan sampai mati

dendam yg lepas xpyah diungkit kembali

mencari pengganti hati

masih mengharap benda yg xkn terjadi

apa nk dikenang kisah lalu

kalo ada jodoh mesti bertemu selalu

hidup daku penuh riang tawa

hepy go lucky laa kata kan

bersama kawan-kawan dan keluarga

tapi itu cuma luaran jasad ini sajaa

Assalamualaikom pembuka kata..fuuhh..lama benor arep x tulis menulis blog..ramadhan kian menjelma..hmm..perit btol laa harung suka duka..ne smua cinta punya psal..cinta bagai nk rak last2 sakit hati bleh..tapi itu semua kisah lepas..arep skrg dh bleh harung dugaan yg akn datang..insyallah..tapi sokongan kawan2 dan juga family tu amat penting..tu yg terbaik skrg..persoalan skrg smpai bila harus begini..jodoh,maut,rezeki,takdir itu semua hnya kerja yg maha Esa..kita xmampu nk mengubah sesuatu yg luar dari batas kemampuan kita..kita hnya mampu berdoa sjaa..amin..nnti sambung lagi lah..ngantok dh laa..salam..